RegRET ? ? ?

Actually 2day very happy cos gonna meet J, i tot she mad of me .. cos yest dint accompany her . . (sorry J) . .

B4 when up meet J, i was with my fren . . there a gatherin in sunway 1 station, there is met my ex. . is kind of weird ! ! ! we dun chat , there is no topic at all ~ !

i sent her home n saw her cry . . there is a reason (sorry cant tell) only miss J know about it. . when she cry i reali dunno what to do cos it make me feel i'm a lousy or a useless guy ! ! ! tell me what should i do? stop her from cryin ? no ! i shouldnt , i used to ask her stop cryin but end of the day she told me that i not understand her . . do u know what the reason ? only 2day i know d answer that she keep a long time . .

She told me from the begining until the end of our relation . . just only she accept me but i din't accept her, maybe the way she wan is not what i done. . the way she say i din't accept her ? frankly speak if i dun like her from the begining . . why i stil waste my time n chase her ? sometime reali hard to work on stg . . not easy to get some1 u like . . maybe there is no chance at all. . sumore she is pretty n smart ! dun think that i deserve to get a long with her ! who know at last we did bcome couple. . this make most of my fren drop glasses . . how come a gurl like her would like me ? ? ? anyway she told me that there is a reason that she like me ! until now i still dunno what reason ? damn lame me !
That reali make me so emo 2day .. dunno what 2 say . . reach new club also stil in emo

But lucky there is some1 that i share my feeling with, do u know who ? (sure miss J) thank you J.
we do got some chat on our past. . thank for sharin yo beautiful moment with me, dunno y when me n j start chat i just feel like we walk d same road, d same thin we do . . it reali make me feel warm n soft cos find some1 like me . . she were so frendly . .i like the way she smile ~ wow melt my heart even i in emo ! ! !

Thank you J

I do feel some regret but not bcos i separate is bcos i dun reali understand her what she reali wan. . she usually dun talk much, even on stg i done wrong, she is like keep everthin inside her . .
this is 1 of d reason we choose separate. Until d day we separate, we dun say break up (D word r so strong) we just leave everythin behind n be fren again. . of course most of my fren feel pity on me cos i loose a good gf . . (act they wan to coax her but fail) .

stay in touch. . dun think much . . PAST IS PAST, IT HAD BEEN HISTORY . . every1 also look for future not past same to u . . i hope when u read this blog, u can free up yo mind . .

P.S really nid to thank for miss J, if nt her willing to caht with me . . i comfirm still in emo right now ! ! ! SALUTE MISS J